Anxiety

When Things Don’t Go as Planned

Devotional

“Just as I was with Moses, so I will be with you. I will not leave you or forsake you. Be strong and courageous, for you shall cause this people to inherit the land that I swore to their fathers to give them.” ‭‭Joshua‬ ‭1:5-6‬ ‭ESV‬‬

A few days before an anxiously awaited doctor appointment, I made my husband pretend I was the patient and he was the doctor. The results from several tests were in, and I was afraid of my reaction.
We were prepared to hear bad news. However, I wanted to practice what bad news would sound like. I wanted to hear my husband, someone I loved and trusted, walk into a room and tell me bad news out loud. This might help me figure out my feelings. Somehow, I felt as if hearing it several times in advance would make it less hurtful and real.

It didn’t. The doctor didn’t deliver the news how we practiced. But he did have bad news. Months later, I still don’t know how to process it all. Multiple Sclerosis is never what one dreams or plans for.


Maybe you’ve been there. All the circumstances in your mind aren’t turning out how you’ve planned. Even when we work to prepare for the changes, unexpected life change can be difficult to process. When we think life will look a certain way. It’s difficult when that changes.

So, what do we do when things just aren’t what we imagined or hoped? What do we do when our new reality is just too shocking?


For the Israelites, all they knew was a life of slavery. They put their hope of getting out of slavery in Moses. That change of circumstance, though a positive change, was still difficult. 
Their disbelief and negative attitude cost them forty years of roaming in the desert. They never saw the Promised Land. Nor did Moses.


However, God is faithful. Joshua, one of the twelve spies sent by Moses many years prior to view the promised land believed in God’s unforeseen promises. He used Joshua to continue through the hardship of taking over what God had already faithfully promised. A land God had already given them. They needed only to have faith to claim what was already theirs.

Too often, God’s promises don’t look how we imagine. They are scary and unknown. Yet, His promises to us remain. Even more, they are filled with redemption and restoration to those who trust along the way.


Are you trusting God with His promises for you?

3 thoughts on “When Things Don’t Go as Planned

  1. Thank you for sharing this. I’m praying for God’s peace and comfort over you as you continue processing this life change. Thanks for being willing to share your journey and inspire others.

  2. Oh, Kristin! God led me to you and your post today! I so understand and empathize with getting a diagnosis you did not want or expect. I am in your shoes having being diagnosed with lupus as a young mom and more recently with Myasthenia Gravis. I so appreciate the way you are trusting God and His promises. I cling to them every day! My prayers go out to you. Please reach out if you ever need someone who gets it! I am happy to pray with and for you!

  3. Thank you for sharing your heart with us, Kristin. It is so true that God’s promises aren’t always what we have in mind, but I am so grateful that He is in control and that we can trust Him and be at peace. I am sorry to hear of your diagnosis. Will be praying for you and that God uses it all for His glory.

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